STORM

...last night i could experience the wind coming into my house when all the doors and windows were closed...is that possible?
Imagine that it is a really hot summer day, one of those days that you feel tempted to ask God for some rain or a breeze to come into your bedroom, well that´s the story of my life, always waiting for something , like a sailing boat lost in the middle of the Atlantic ocean waiting for some wind so he can move, than the wind comes and it feels more like a storm, if you have no wind you can control the boat but you can't move, if you get a storm you move but you have no control. I want that kind of wind that fells more like a breeze, like the whispering of a woman on my ears, the breathe of a child. There is something i have learned now, to be patient when there is no wind and how to avoid a storm, at least in theory, but i feel that i'm becoming ready to run some tests. I know someone that can help me sailing my boat, he is the best steersman in the universe and he left me and you a navigation book...and if you believe in him, if you call his name and ask for the kind of wind you need to move forwards, you will get it, i know because i got it last knight, that kind of wind that feels like a breeze...



Windtalker dedicate this post to Jesus*the best steersman you can get*

How to get the perfect partner!

Well i really don´t know if i should tell you guys all my secrets and how to find the perfect woman, i know the formula!...even if i never use it myself, and do you know why?Because.......do you really believe that i have it? Wake up everybody...stop dreaming...and welcome back to earth!!!

There is no such thing as the perfect woman, and i got news for you girls as well, sorry, no mr.perfect, ok, maybe some..........i mean some good actors acting to be everything you have dream on, at least until the day they start to say things like, don´t you like this kind of clothes instead? or, have you ever fought about painting your hair red?, or even more obvious, can´t you invite you friend to come over and maybe..i don´t know...grill or something?, or this one that i just love: Darling, do you use to meet your friend when you go out?(inside his head it goes like this:please say you use to meet that blond with the tight jeans, pleeeease), if your answer is yes, you can start to smile because finally he is going to take you out on Saturday. It´s time to show him the big red stop sign, because if you think you had the prince of your dreams inside the Ferrari, you now have the shrek of your nightmares inside a monster truck and ready to run over you!

I think you guys are wondering what's going on inside my head?, don´t you worry my friends i´m steel a man that like woman, every single inch of them, are we clear about that? And no, i haven´t turn myself into the first male feminist in Swedish history, but i steel hope that Gudrun Schyman(to describe this woman i would need to write another post, so if you don´t know her, don't worry you don't miss a thing!) will call me after i publish this post on my blog. I got news for you guys as well, when the girl starts to say things like, we need to go out more often, she knows that you prefer to stay home and watch some sports, so in other words she is going out by her self, and of course you don´t go against that, specially when she puts her self between you and your television set at the very moment when Cristiano Ronaldo is about to score a goal against Chelsea, and you know what? you are not going to watch the other two goals as well, because girls have this 6th sense when it comes to the bad timing of putting her self in front of you when something big is about happen, and she is going to do it all over again and you are not going to watch any of the few magical moments of the football season. But the big warning triangle comes when the girl start to say that she needs more freedom, more time with her friends, meet other people and so one. Boys! She have just start to wonder if the grass is not greener on the other side, and she have already decide that it is ! So call your mom boy, you are coming home!

But of course that you can avoid all of this by just being who you are, and if that is not enough don´t pretend to be someone else, if you pretend, your partner will pretend as well, than you will be in leaving in a kind of low budget movie from India with a bed ending.

And remember this, if you plant winds you will get storms.

Keep your grass green!

ps. This post is dedicated to "Maku and "Hena", also to Ana and her new boyfriend !

Am i dieing?

...well i guess i am! Aren´t we all?

For each day that goes on is one day closer to our death, that´s it, nothing to argue about! Or maybe there is...

Some weeks ago after a month of several attacks from diferent kinds of flu virus, that´s what you get in Sweden at winter time, i start to feel a strange pain on my neck, nothing special, not i f we go one week further on time , i got this extreme swelling on the side of my neck, it is dificult to explain in words the size and form, but if you have seen the movie Alien when the creature was trying to come out of some guys belly and you place it on my neck than you get the full picture. When people looked at me the reaction was like this, wow...have your doctor seen that?, why is that we feel good when we show our injuries and scars to other people? People can stay hours comparing scars and tell storys about them, my pain is right here....mine is over there...i got to go to the the dentist, look at this infection inside my mouth, we give a lightspeed look inside the mouth, nice! We have to admit that it is more funny and satisfying to talk about our pain and show our scars and mouth then to look at someone elses, we just sacrifice ourselves so we get our own oportunity, it goes like this inside our heads: bla bla bla bla ok, my turn!

Now i understand when women say that men can´t stand pain and illness, "...is like they are dieing or so", i admit that i have comeback from the dead several times in this period, there goes my reputation of a tuff guy...

After the first visit to the doctor, i had to wait some more weeks for some more examination, this time they used a needle, at the first visit they used a tube inside my nose, i´m not going to tell you on detail what happened, thank me for that!

Yesterday could i steel feel the swelling on my neck, today when i went to the hospital for further examination it was gone, the doctor didn´t really know where to stuck the needle, but at last she found something that could be something, strange but she was happy and i was happy that she just have to use the needle once, if you know what i mean, even if i have the feeling that the place where she taked the analysis wasn´t the exact spot where i had my problem.

I don´t really know what happened, could this be some kind of miracle? Do i believe in miracles? yes i do, do i believe that in most cases it´s not miracles but the power of our mind or pure luck?yes again!

So what do i believe in? First of all i believe that the swelling was gone, i prayed so that it would be gone, i asked for courage when i went to the hospital and i got it. Was it a miracle? I don´t know, but i know that if i believe in miracles i have to believe faith, if i believe in faith i have to believe in the power of my mind, isn´t that what faith in something is?you have to boost your mind in order to believe in something really hard, in other words we are all talking about the same thing, when people try to explane miracles saying that it is "just" the power of our minds they are giving us some kind of defenition of faith, we are talking about the same thing and they don`t get it!

Of course that we need our mind in order to believe in something, in this case in a God that can perform miracles, why is that when people think about miracles they imagine some kind of light that comes from the sky, or drinking a magic potion or even angels that touch us, but maybe God uses our own mind so the miracles can be performed.

I believe that our body is dying, but i also believe that we are more than this body, what we are you can´t touch or see, if you want to see who you really are you have to reach your soul, and for you to be able to do it you have to use your senses. With your eyes you see your body but if you use your mind you can explore the soul, what a ride! You just have to believe, one thing i´m sure, i know where i´m going when i leave this body, do you?

If you have some time leave a comment, it´s free!You can do it in swedish, english, spanish, portuguese, chinese, vietnamese you name it, no it is not a miracle that i can all those languages, it just that i know people from those countrys.

Start your engines...

...ladies and gentleman, from now on we are going to publish posts in english, at least in my definition of it. Rigth now i´m not sure if this is a good idea, because sometimes the language can be a barrier to the way you want to express in words all the feelings and ideas that flow inside your head with lightspeed.

I´m going to let you decide if my english is easy for you to understand or not.

I really feel like a rocket, maybe because the tank have plenty of fuel for the year ahead, i hope that it is going to be enough to go sky high the all year, if not , i hope at least that the fall will be soft...

Well, so far so good, i steel kan wright in english, but, can you read it? Well if not, use your imagination!

All the information i get from the instruments inside my cockpit shows good weather and that all my functions are ok, dispite some minor technical problems, thanks to the power of my engine i hope.

Ok guys take it as it is, my posts are like an experiment on your minds, so i really hope you enjoy them and that i have the capacity to write about things that will give you something positive and make you think, in other words we are all labrats in this labyrinth called life, who is going to make it out first?...